Thursday, November 30, 2023

Someday You Will Find Me

He didn't know if he could reach her, but he went anyway. Astral projection was actually pretty easy; as far as getting out. Getting to where you wanted to be was difficult, and managing to find your way back was even harder.

Very few thaumaturgy students were accepted for training, and it wasn't flattering if you were. It usually meant the student had completed their third cycle of study and had shown no particular aptitude for the more traditional magic systems, or were about to fail out altogether. 

Also, the student was required to be an organ donor, and agree to an advanced directive that if their Anima did not return within 7 days, the body would be euthanized and the components harvested for ingredients. 

If the Anima was out on its own longer than 7 days, on the 8th day it would go supernova. 

Literally. That's what many supernovae are. Not all of them, but a lot. As the Codex Dessicantem states, "It is bad when one thing becomes two." 

There is furious debate among the scholars about how the Earth has so far been spared from these lightyears-wide explosions when as far as anyone knew, humans on Earth were the only ones who could astral project. Granted, Animas were not strictly bound by the limitations of physics, but the nearest supernova recorded was still several galaxies over, never close enough to threaten Earth. Luck, maybe. Still, best not to take any chances, so that euthanasia protocol was developed. 

Too bad he wasn't going to make a sanctioned attempt. He was a promising chronomancer, and the school would not risk his potential. 

He prepared the spell, and went out on his own. His Anima tore away from his corporeal form, and he was away.

He could not describe the feeling, nor what he saw. It was almost entirely unlike swimming through a vibrant coral reef surrounded by brightly-colored fish and looming, counter-shaded predators. But not entirely unlike that.

He searched and searched for her, for six days. He couldn't find her, and he couldn't find the way back to his own body. He despaired, and searched on.

At dawn, on the seventh day, he received a gift. Somehow, like the half-memory of a dream, he knew where she wasn't. Absolute, perfect, knowledge of where she could not be. And he strove to that place with all his might. At dawn, on the eighth day, he arrived, and his last thought was of her.

"A new supernova popped into visibility on May 19 in the Pinwheel Galaxy, (alternately designated as Messier 101, or M101)."
-Bartleby, et al., 2023 'Multidisciplinary Observation and Measurements of Transient Events -Journal of Astronomy and Astrology


THE END

Author's Note: Okay one more since it's the last day of Short Story Sham Writing Month. Goodnight!

Monday, November 27, 2023

Selenography

moon, every two-week long nightfall
that, freezing over the boiling half,
is our wax and wane
(gibbous?)
sometimes as close as it gets (perigee syzygy?)
but mostly not 

Moon (the largest in the solar system in relation to its host planet)
is named for what it is to us
And our planet is named after all that stuff on the ground

All the other planets named after the old gods
That nobody worships anymore

Whatever wars were fought in their name
Never mattered to them

When the weapons fall and the wounds close
Or not

They all float on

Scar tissue is an active process
Without our vitamins, we might unzip 

Without our moon, what comes undone?

Words for things

Is there a word for when you wash your hands in winter
move on instead of drying them because it's just water
when that little bit of just water evades the cuffs
rolls down my sweatshirt sleeves 

icily tracing my veins to find my elbows 

and for one long moment I think I am growing a new skin
crystal armor plating maybe

What's the word for that?

Sunday, November 26, 2023

Journal Entry

This is not fiction. I'm reflecting on the past month or so of trying to write a short story every day. It went pretty well. There's a lot of stuff I like in there that could be built up into something really good. 

There's over a dozen story ideas that are sitting in my drafts folders. They need attention. 


sticky mouth

Early morning apple pie
then back to bed
to be useless but happy

Clutch potential from the chill dawn
smother it beneath body and blankets

until a dog licks my face for crumbs
their life going by seven times as fast as mine

and guilt sets in for wasting time